Big Glowing Ball of Awesome
I genuinely feel like the last two days have been some of the longest in my life. Monday the rain was bad enough but yesterday I had some sort of stomach bug that made me feel dreadful all day. After much sleep I woke up this morning and there was this big glowing yellow ball of awesome in the sky shining down on me and breathed new life back into me.
This morning I had the fire back and was able to get up, make Ben some breakfast, do my arm workout and hang out with the dog all with enough time to spare to get to work a little early. I remember several years ago when I felt like I was sick every other week. One of my greatest weaknesses is that I can't really concentrate on anything if I'm not feeling well and when I can't concentrate I start to bug out. The only thing that helps is curling up in a ball and sleeping until I can't sleep anymore. Feeling gross yesterday reminded me of when my life was filled with so much more of that instead of the happiness I feel today. I think the changes I've made have helped to make me healthier overall and I need that to continue. I am completely useless when I'm sick and I hate being useless.
The only good thing about that is that once I feel better I am reminded of how good it feels to be healthy again. I think routine has a lot to do with it too though. If rain kills my routine it gives me too much time to think about it instead of just doing when has become a natural habit over the past 2 years. I wish every day I could feel as good as I do today.
I'm going to get two walks in today too... One at lunch and then one with Brutus after work. If I can keep that up for the summer, I'll be at my goal by the time I turn 30... Wouldn't that be a hell of an accomplishment....
<3Katie
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This morning I had the fire back and was able to get up, make Ben some breakfast, do my arm workout and hang out with the dog all with enough time to spare to get to work a little early. I remember several years ago when I felt like I was sick every other week. One of my greatest weaknesses is that I can't really concentrate on anything if I'm not feeling well and when I can't concentrate I start to bug out. The only thing that helps is curling up in a ball and sleeping until I can't sleep anymore. Feeling gross yesterday reminded me of when my life was filled with so much more of that instead of the happiness I feel today. I think the changes I've made have helped to make me healthier overall and I need that to continue. I am completely useless when I'm sick and I hate being useless.
The only good thing about that is that once I feel better I am reminded of how good it feels to be healthy again. I think routine has a lot to do with it too though. If rain kills my routine it gives me too much time to think about it instead of just doing when has become a natural habit over the past 2 years. I wish every day I could feel as good as I do today.
I'm going to get two walks in today too... One at lunch and then one with Brutus after work. If I can keep that up for the summer, I'll be at my goal by the time I turn 30... Wouldn't that be a hell of an accomplishment....
<3Katie
176.8
9
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